Sunday, May 4, 2025

“I Am a Disciple” (John 21:12–19)



Breakfast with Jesus

Saturday morning at eight o’clock—that’s when my family gathers around the table to enjoy homemade pancakes. Often, my children ask on Friday evening, “Are we going to eat pancakes tomorrow?” We just love Saturday morning pancake breakfasts—not just because we particularly like pancakes, but because we cherish the atmosphere of our time together. I turn on good classical music, and we share the highs and lows of the week.

Abe and I used to make pancakes and prepare the table together. Now Grace, Esther, and Hannah take turns and enjoy their “Dad and me” time. Lydia and Abe still join us once or twice a month. Even so, they too look forward to our Saturday family pancake breakfast. It’s all about the memories.

There is something special about eating together. In today’s Scripture, Jesus prepared breakfast for His disciples. Peter and six others had toiled all night but caught nothing. Early in the morning, Jesus appeared to them on the shore and said, “Cast your net on the right side of the boat, and you will find some.” When they did, they caught so many fish they couldn’t haul in the net. When they landed, they saw a fire with fish on it and some bread. Jesus said, “Come and have breakfast.” This scene must have stirred many memories for the disciples. For three years, Jesus and His disciples sat down and shared meals together every single day—breaking bread, sharing the highs and lows of the day.

Follow Me

When they finished eating, Jesus asked Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” He asked the same question three times, and Peter answered three times, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.” Then Jesus said, “Feed my sheep.” He continued, “When you were younger, you tied your own belt and walked wherever you wanted. But when you grow old, you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will tie your belt and lead you where you do not want to go.”

After saying this, Jesus said to Peter, “Follow me.” These were the very words Jesus had spoken to Peter when they first met. Peter was younger then. He knew little of what would be involved, but he followed. Now the same command came again: “Follow me.” How deeply these words had grown in meaning! Peter was there when Jesus fed the five thousand. Peter was there when Jesus prayed fervently in Gethsemane. Peter was there when Jesus was crucified at Golgotha. He had denied Christ. But now, Jesus called him again. What depth of meaning these words now carried: “Follow me.” All of our life as disciples lies in these two words—“Follow me.”

All In

From what Jesus said to Peter in verse 18, we see three essential qualities of discipleship. The first is being all in. When you are young, you come and go. You quit. You deny. But as you grow older, you become steadfast. You won’t budge. You become immovable like a rock. You are all in.

One day, Jesus said to His disciples: “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field. Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it” (Matt. 13:44–46, NIV).

We could paraphrase the parable this way: One day, a man walking downtown spots the most beautiful pearl he has ever seen in a shop window. He knows he must have it. He rushes inside and asks the clerk, “How much is that pearl?” The clerk replies, “How much do you have?” The man says, “I have $100 in my pocket.” “Good, I’ll take that. What else do you have?” “Well... I have a car parked outside.” “I’ll take that too. What else?” “I have some savings—maybe $10,000.” “Good. I’ll take that as well. What else?” This goes on until the man gives up his house, his family, everything. Finally, the storekeeper says, “Alright. The pearl is yours.” The man is thrilled and turns to leave, but the storekeeper stops him. “Wait. One more thing. Your family? I don’t need them—I’m giving them back. But they’re mine now. Take care of them for me. Your house? You can live in it. But remember, it’s mine. Same with your car, your savings, even the $100. It’s all mine now. Use it well—for me.” That’s what it means to be all in—I’ve decided to follow Jesus, my pearl, my all in all! No turning back.

Obedience

The second quality of discipleship is obedience. When you are young, you go wherever you want. Your preferences take top priority. As you mature, you learn to trust and obey over time.

One day, Jesus asked His disciples, “Who do you say I am?” Simon Peter replied, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God!” (Matt. 16:16). Immediately after this, Jesus began to explain that He must suffer, be killed, and be raised again. The same Peter—young and impulsive—took Him aside and rebuked Him: “Never, Lord! This shall never happen to you!” His own ideas, convictions, and preferences were more important to him than God’s will. In contrast, Jesus prayed in Gethsemane, “O my Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me. Yet not my will, but yours be done” (Matt. 26:39).

In The Cost of Discipleship, Dietrich Bonhoeffer wrote, “When Christ calls a man, he bids him come and die.” Following Jesus requires more than intellectual assent; it calls for the surrender of our will, no matter the cost. At the time, Bonhoeffer witnessed the German church compromising its faith and becoming a political cult aligned with the Nazis. He warned, “Cheap grace is grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without Jesus Christ, living and incarnate.” Bonhoeffer openly criticized Hitler and was in grave danger. Though he briefly escaped to the U.S., after 26 days he returned to Germany, saying, “I must live through this difficult period of our national history with the people of Germany.” That decision led him to the resistance—and ultimately cost him his life. When Jesus calls us, He bids us come and die. Grace is free, but costly. So is discipleship.

Dependence

The third quality of discipleship is dependence. When you are young, you have your own way. You are independent and self-sufficient. But as you grow older, you learn to depend on God and others.

The other day, I visited John Trask in the hospital. He is now 94. He was a pilot. He traveled to many places. He used to go wherever he pleased. I asked him, “John, what was your favorite place?” “Spain,” he replied. “I love the people and the food there.” Then I asked how his day was. He said, “Long.” His day starts at 4 a.m. with bloodwork. He often watches the parking lot through the window. Workers with leaf blowers arrive before 6 a.m. People come and go. He watches the trees sway in the wind. He is learning to be patient. He is learning to depend—fully rely on God.

Our Lord Jesus is the humble Christ. He was born a baby—totally helpless and dependent on others. He needed to be fed, washed, held. And at the end, on the cross, He again became completely vulnerable and dependent—unable to move. Yet He never lost His divine dignity.

Follow Me… Again

For many, this narrow path—the path of discipleship—is not appealing. A sense of duty alone won’t sustain the path of being “all in,” of “obedience,” or “dependence.” But love makes all things possible. Christ’s love compels us. He died for us, so that we may no longer live for ourselves, but for Him who died and was raised again (2 Cor. 5:14–15)!

What does it look like to follow Jesus? For Peter, it meant being literally crucified with Christ. According to early church tradition, Peter requested to be crucified upside down because he felt unworthy to die in the same way as Jesus. By this, he glorified God.

What does it look like to follow Jesus today? If we hold fast to the Gospel of Christ—Christ crucified for sinners—this message will be a stumbling block to the proud. If we uphold the high moral standards of Jesus—honesty, integrity, purity, fidelity, self-denial, and self-sacrificial love—many will call it “old-fashioned rubbish.” If we speak the truth in love against injustice in this polarized world, we may be ridiculed or ostracized. And for some of us, following Jesus means enduring pain, staying the course faithfully, and learning to be dependent even in suffering.

Jesus says to each of us, “Do you love me?” “Feed my sheep.” “Follow me!” May we joyfully and willingly respond, “Yes, Lord, I love you.” “Yes, Lord, I will follow you.”

Love so amazing, so divine,
Demands my soul, my life, my all.

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