Sunday, July 20, 2025

“Barnabas and Ananias” (Acts 4:36–5:11)

 

Perfect Church

There’s a well-known story about a man who once approached the great preacher Charles Spurgeon. The man said he was searching for the perfect church. He had visited several congregations, but each one disappointed him in some way—some had internal divisions, others lacked spiritual fervor. So he asked Spurgeon, “Can you help me find a perfect church?” Spurgeon, with his usual wit and wisdom, replied, “My dear friend, if you ever find such a church, don’t join it—because the moment you do, it won’t be perfect anymore!”[1]

That story always makes me smile, but it also points to a deeper truth: there is no perfect church—because the church is made up of real people: sinful and broken. Even the early church was not immune to trouble. As it grew stronger, the enemy launched counterattacks from both without and within—first, persecution from the outside; then, corruption from the inside.

Ananias and Sapphira

The story of Ananias and Sapphira is unique and striking. It is shocking—but it is also written under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. It teaches us about the seriousness of sin and, at the same time, reveals the brightness and glory of the Gospel of Christ.

Luke intentionally places their story right after the account of Barnabas. There was a man named Joseph, also called Barnabas, meaning “son of encouragement.” He sold a field he owned, brought the money, and laid it at the apostles’ feet. He was deeply respected by the early church.

Ananias and Sapphira saw this. They wanted the same kind of admiration that Barnabas received. So they imitated his actions. Outwardly, both Barnabas and Ananias did the same thing: they sold property, brought the proceeds, and gave it to the church. But inwardly, there was a vast difference. As a result, Barnabas was commended, while Ananias faced God’s judgment.

Adam and Eve

This story is hard to read, but it offers an important insight into our sinful nature. In fact, it parallels the story of Adam and Eve in Genesis 3. Adam and Eve conspired together and deliberately rebelled against God. They wanted to be like God. That same sinful nature has been passed down through every human heart.

In Acts 5, Ananias, “with his wife’s full knowledge,” withheld part of the money while pretending to give it all. It was a deliberate act of deceit—despising God and disrupting the unity of the church. Ananias sought human praise rather than the praise of God (cf. John 12:43).

John Calvin famously said, “The human heart is a perpetual idol factory.” He meant that we constantly create things that we end up loving or trusting more than God. These idols aren’t always statues—they can be anything we place above Him. For Ananias, the idols were reputation, recognition, and control. He wanted to appear holy and generous—without actually surrendering his heart. But God is not mocked.

Achan

This story also echoes the story of Achan in Joshua 7. In Acts 5:2, we’re told that Ananias “kept back” some of the money. The Greek word nosphizō means “to embezzle.” Most likely, Ananias had pledged to give the full amount to the church, but secretly held some back. This same Greek word is used in Joshua 7:1 to describe what Achan did.

After the fall of Jericho, the city was declared “cherem”—devoted to God. The Israelites were told not to take anything. But Achan disobeyed. He stole from what had been consecrated to the Lord. And his sin didn’t just affect him—it impacted the entire community. Sin is contagious. Greed, dishonesty, and deceit pollute not only our own souls but also those around us. And the consequence of sin is always death and judgment.

The Good News

I am Adam. You are Eve. We are Achan.
We all share the same sinful nature—self-centeredness—trying to look good at the expense of others. We can’t fix ourselves because our hearts are corrupted. Scripture says, “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?” (Jeremiah 17:9). That’s the bad news.

Paul, too, cried out, “What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death?” (Romans 7:24). But then comes the turning point: “Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!” (v. 25a).

The darker the night, the brighter the light of Christ shines. The Gospel declares: we are so sinful, so helpless, so lost, that Jesus had to be crucified to save us. The Gospel offends those who believe in the goodness of humanity, but it saves those who see their need and turn to Christ.

Paul said, “I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes” (Romans 1:16). The cross shows us both how broken we are and how loved we are.

Salvation Hill

John Bunyan gives us a vivid image of salvation in Pilgrim’s Progress. Christian, the main character, carries a heavy burden on his back—representing his sin and guilt. He tries everything: morality, religion, good deeds—but nothing removes the weight.

Then he comes to a hill called Calvary. As he climbs and looks to the Cross, something miraculous happens: the burden loosens, falls off his back, and rolls away—disappearing into an empty tomb. Christian weeps with joy, realizing: I didn’t earn this. I simply looked and believed.[2]

This is how salvation comes. Not by pretending to be holy—like Ananias and Sapphira—but by laying our pride down and trusting the One who bore our burden. The moment we look to Christ, our guilt is gone, and our heart is made new.

Eustace’s Scales

And just as we are saved by grace, we are also sanctified by grace.

In The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, C. S. Lewis introduces Eustace—a selfish, greedy boy who turns into a dragon after hoarding treasure. Desperate and miserable, he tries to scratch off his dragon skin—but each time, another layer remains.

Finally, Aslan, the Christ-figure, appears. Eustace recalls:[3]
“You will have to let me undress you,” said the Lion. I was afraid of his claws, but I was desperate. So I lay down and let him do it. The very first tear went so deep I thought it had gone to my heart… But it was the joy of the peeling that made the pain bearable.”

That’s how sanctification works. We can’t fix ourselves. But if we surrender, Jesus will do it. Layer by layer. Grace upon grace. By the end of the story, Eustace is transformed into a faithful warrior.

Good News for You

So, where are you today?

Are you carrying a burden like Christian? Hiding behind appearances like Ananias? Trapped in selfishness like Eustace?

Wherever you are, Jesus invites you to come. Aslan says, “You must let me undress you.” Jesus says, “Come to Me, all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”

He alone can lift the burden.
He alone can tear through the layers.
He alone can give you a new heart and make you whole.

So come. Don’t pretend. Don’t delay.
Now is the time of God’s favor. Now is the day of salvation.

Come honestly. Come humbly. Come to Jesus.

And you will find what Ananias missed—but what Barnabas found: a new life, and joy in the Holy Spirit.

“You show me the path of life. In your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” (Psalm 16:11, NRSV) Amen.



[1] Ajith Fernando, Acts (The NIV Application Commentary Book 5) (p. 153). Zondervan Academic. Kindle Edition.

[2] John Bunyan, Pilgrim’s Progress (Parts 1 & 2) (p. 41). Aneko Press. Kindle Edition.

[3] C. S. Lewis, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader (London: Collins, 1974), p. 102.

Monday, July 14, 2025

Monday Morning Coffee - July 14

 

Peace to you.

When you look at this picture, what image or word comes to your mind?

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The answer is… “five loaves and two fish.”

A week ago, my family and I visited St. John beach on our sabbath day. It was a beautiful, sunny, and peaceful day. For a little while, I walked along the seashore in silence and solitude. As I looked at the stones around me, I suddenly thought they looked like “loaves.” I carefully picked five rounded stones and two larger ones.

These days, I feel like what I have—and even who I am, including my family (five children and two parents)—is like five loaves and two fish. Nothing fancy, just simple and small. But that’s what I have. That’s who I am. On the seashore that day, I wrote a prayer-poem, and I’d love to share it with you:
👉 Five Loaves and Two Fish – prayer poem

It’s amazing how the Spirit works. That same week, Joyce shared her first message on the five loaves and two fish at Stetson Memorial UMC. You can read her sermon here:
👉 Joyce’s Message

If you haven’t had a chance yet, here are links to watch our recent services and read my Sunday message:

📺 Houlton UMC Service:
Watch on YouTube

📺 Mars Hill UMC Service:
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📖 Message: "Prayer in the Night" (Acts 4:23–31):
Read the message


Have a grace-filled and joyful week!


In Christ's love,
Pastor Victor

Sunday, July 13, 2025

Prayer in the Night (Acts 4:23-31)

 


Between Scylla and Charybdis

There is a Chinese idiom, 進退兩難, which literally means, “Advance or retreat, both are difficult.” This saying comes from ancient Chinese military strategy. It describes a situation where an army is stuck: advancing means destruction, retreating means disgrace. It expresses that feeling of being trapped with no easy way out.

Have you ever in that kind of situation? You don’t have the strength to keep going forward, or you don’t know how to proceed — but at the same time, you can’t just turn around and walk away. You feel stuck, trapped, surrounded, and unsure what to do. If you’re in that season now, this message is for you.

In Acts 4, Peter and John found themselves in such a dilemma. Though they were released from custody this time, they were strictly ordered not to speak about Jesus or His resurrection anymore. If they continued, they would face serious consequences. Yet, as Peter boldly declared, “We cannot keep from speaking about what we have seen and heard,” they simply could not stay silent. So what did they do? Let’s learn from the Apostles and the Early Church.

 

Praying with the Church

The first thing Peter and John did after their release was go to their fellow believers – “the church” – and pray together with them. Acts 4:23-24 says: “After they were released, they went to their friends and reported what the chief priests and the elders had said to them. When they heard it, they raised their voices together to God…” In their valley moment, they gathered in unity and lifted up one voice in prayer. Ecclesiastes 4:12 reminds us, “Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.” (NIV) We are not meant to walk alone. That is why the church – this community of believers – has been given to us.

Even the prophet Elijah, a spiritual giant, once struggled deeply mainly because he thought he was the only one left. After his great victory over Baal’s prophets, he fled from Queen Jezebel’s threats. Exhausted and discouraged, he cried out, “I have had enough, Lord. Take my life!” (1 Kings 19:4). But God ministered to him through rest and nourishment. Then Elijah got up and traveled forty days until he reached Horeb. There he heard a gentle voice, saying, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” He replied, “I have fervently served God… but now I am the only one left!” What was God’s answer? He said, “I’ve reserved 7,000 in Israel who have never bowed down to Baal or kissed him!” (19:18) God opened Elijah’s eyes to see he was not alone.

Similarly, once Aram’s strong army came at night and surrounded the city of Dothan where Elisha was staying. Elisha’s servant got up early and saw a vast army with horses and chariots surrounding the city. He was terrified, crying out in despair, “Oh, no! Master, what will we do?” Elisha said, “Don’t be afraid, because there are more with us than with them!” Then he prayed, “O Lord, open his eyes so he may see.” And suddenly, he saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire (2 Kings 6:17) When we pray, especially with others, God often opens our eyes to see the spiritual reality: that we are not alone. We are surrounded—by His presence and by His people.

 

Praying the Psalms

The early Christians not only gathered to pray, but also they prayed the Psalms. In Acts 4:25-26, they prayed Psalm 2 a Messianic Psalm:

"Why do the nations rage and the peoples plot in vain? The kings of the earth take their stand and the rulers gather together against the Lord and against his Anointed One.”’

When they saw Herod, Pilate, and religious leaders oppose Jesus, they were not surprised. They saw it through the lens of Scripture—God had already spoken of such resistance. And yet, God reigns. Jesus is still King. Their courage was renewed as they prayed the Psalms.

The Psalms teach us how to pray. When we pray the Psalms, it becomes my prayer. One member of our church once shared that when her son was deployed for war, she prayed Psalm 91 daily: “The one who lives in the shelter of the Most High will find rest in the shadow of the Almighty.” It became her personal prayer. When I was in the army, I often felt stuck and hopeless. My only joy was praying the Psalms each night. Psalm 39 became especially dear to me: “But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you.” (v. 7) It has become my own prayer.

But if you were to pray through the entire book of Psalms, you might find it difficult to connect with certain psalms—especially the psalms of vengeance or those expressing complete innocence. This raises a deeper question: how can these deeply human prayers become part of the Bible, the Word of God? The answer is found in Jesus Christ. The Psalms are ultimately the prayers of Jesus. It is Jesus who is praying in and through them—every psalm, every cry, every praise. Dietrich Bonhoeffer rightly said[1]:

The human Jesus Christ to whom no affliction, no illness, no suffering is unknown, and who yet was the wholly innocent and righteous one, is praying in the Psalter through the mouth of his congregation.

Jesus prayed the Psalms. And now, by the Spirit, we join Him in those prayers. The Psalter is the prayer book of Christ, and we are invited to pray with Him and through Him.

 

Praying for Courage

What did the early church specifically pray for? Boldness.

“And now, Lord, look at their threats, and grant to your servants to speak your word with all boldness…” (Acts 4:29)

They didn’t ask for safety. They didn’t ask for revenge. They prayed for courage—to keep proclaiming Christ. And after they prayed, they were filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God with boldness (v. 31).

Pastor Eric Foley, head of Voice of the Martyrs Korea, once met North Korean underground believers. When he asked how he could pray for them, they replied, “You pray for us? We pray for you! We don’t have money or freedom, but we have Christ—and He is sufficient. We don’t pray for regime change. We don’t pray for freedom and money. We pray for more of Christ and boldness to share Him.”[2]

 

Prayer in the Night

Finally, I want to share a story about Watchman Nee, a faithful church leader in China. He suffered from serious illnesses, including a chronic stomach disorder and heart disease. Every day, he prayed for healing. One night, he had a dream. In the dream, he was crossing a river by boat when suddenly, a huge rock appeared and blocked his way. He prayed, “Lord, please remove this rock!” Then he heard a voice saying, “My beloved son, do you want me to take away the rock? Or raise the water so you can pass over it?” He prayed for a moment and said, “Lord, please raise the water.” For the rest of his life, he was never healed. Yet day by day, his ministry was sustained – not by his own strength, but by the Spirit of God.

There are times when we pray in the night – wresting, weeping, watching, and waiting. In those moments, let us learn from the early church:  

1.     Pray together in community – don’t walk alone.

2.     Pray the Psalms – Let Christ pray through you. 

3.     Pray for courage – to keep following Jesus no matter what lies ahead.

May the Lord sustain you, and when you are weak, may you find He is strong. Amen. 



[1] Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Life Together (Dietrich Bonhoeffer Works) (p. 28). Fortress Press. Kindle Edition.

[2] CBN News, “The Surprising Prayers of North Korea’s Christians,” https://cbn.com/news/news/surprising-prayers-north-koreas-christians

Sunday, July 6, 2025

“Companions of Jesus” (Acts 4:1–22)

 

If Faith vs. Though Faith

There are two kinds of faith we often see—“if” faith and “though” faith. “If” faith says, “I will trust God if He answers my prayers… if He keeps me from suffering… if life goes well.” But “though” faith declares, “Even though things go wrong… though my prayers go unanswered… though sickness comes… nevertheless, I will trust Him anyway.” Dr. King once said that the real test of faith is not how we praise God in times of blessing, but whether we still hold on in the storm. Today, I want to invite us to that kind of faith—a “though” faith that stays close to God, not just in comfort, but especially in suffering.

 

Peter’s Journey: From If Faith to Though Faith

As we read the Book of Acts, we see how Peter’s faith has changed—from “if” faith to “though” faith. He used to be a man of many moods. At one moment, Peter gave a perfect answer to Jesus, saying, “You are the Son of the living God!” But the next moment, he was rebuked by Jesus: “Get behind me, Satan.” On another occasion, he boldly stepped out of the boat to walk on water, but within seconds, after seeing the wind, he began to sink. But now Peter has changed. He is no longer easily swayed. He has become steadfast, like a “rock”—true to his name.

Just a few weeks earlier, Jesus had stood before the Sanhedrin court—falsely accused, unjustly condemned, and then crucified. At that time, Peter denied Jesus three times. Now, in Acts 4, Peter himself stands in the same place before the same group. The traumatic memories must have flooded his mind. And he is asked the same question Jesus was asked (cf. Luke 20:2): “By what power or by what name did you do this?” (Acts 4:7).

But Peter is no longer afraid. He stands bold as a lion. What happened to him? What made him a man of “though” faith? We can find the answer in today’s passage.

 

By the Power of the Holy Spirit

As Peter prepares to answer the Sanhedrin, Luke—the author of Acts—writes: “Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them…” (v. 8). Peter might have been handed over to the Romans, suffered, or even been killed. Yet he remained calm and courageous—by the power of the Holy Spirit.
How can we be filled with the Holy Spirit? Jesus said, “Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened to you… If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?” (Luke 11:9–13)

Later in Acts 4, after Peter and John were released, they returned to the other believers and reported what had happened. When the believers heard it, they lifted their voices together in prayer. They asked for more of the Holy Spirit, so that they might stand firm in faith.

Then what happened? “When they had prayed, the place in which they were gathered together was shaken, and they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God with boldness.” (v. 31)

The pattern is clear:

  1. They prayed.
  2. They were filled with the Holy Spirit.
  3. They stood firm with courage.

So by what power did Peter and John do all this? The Holy Spirit!

 

By the Name of Jesus

Peter continues his response: “This man is standing before you in good health by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth” (v. 10). This Jesus is the stone that was rejected by the builders—the powerful ones—but He has become the cornerstone. Jesus was rejected and crucified, but God raised Him from the dead. God highly exalted Him and gave Him the name above every name. By the powerful name of Jesus, this man was healed. By the wonderful name of Jesus, we are healed and saved. There is no other name by which we must be saved.

When we read the Bible, we should not see it as a collection of 66 isolated morality tales. Instead, we are reading one big story that points to one Person—Jesus Christ. The gospel is not primarily about us. It is not about our happiness, health, or safety—though God cares for those things. The gospel is all about Jesus.

The Bible says, “Jesus died for us so that we should no longer live for ourselves but for Him who died for us and was raised again.” (cf. 2 Corinthians 5:15) Peter repented, turned, and believed this gospel. He believed in the name of Jesus. And by that name, he was forgiven, saved, sustained, and strengthened—by the power of the Holy Spirit and the name of Jesus Christ.

 

Companions of Jesus

The religious leaders couldn’t take their eyes off Peter and John because of their courage. They were even more astonished when they realized these two were laymen—without formal training or education in Scripture. Then Luke gives us the answer: “They recognized them as companions of Jesus.” (v. 13, NRSV) Other translations say, “They recognized that they had been with Jesus.” (ESV, NIV) Michael Ramsey once said, “Do not worry about status… There is only one status that our Lord bids us to be concerned with, and that is the status of proximity to Himself.” [1]

So where does our strength and courage come from? It comes from our closeness to Jesus. And often, in Scripture, closeness to Jesus and suffering go hand in hand. In the Bible, suffering is often presented not as a curse, but as a blessing:

· “Whenever you face trials of any kind, consider it nothing but joy, because you know that the testing of your faith produces endurance.” (James 1:2–3)
·       “Before I was afflicted I went astray, but now I obey your word… It was good for me to be afflicted so that I might learn your decrees.” (Psalm 119:67, 71)
·       “We must suffer many hardships to enter the Kingdom of God.” (Acts 14:22, NLT)

 

Hebrews 11 reminds us of our spiritual ancestors who suffered greatly to enter God’s kingdom. Some were mocked, persecuted, tortured, or killed. But in suffering, they stayed close to Christ. They were commended for their “though” faith—called more than conquerors.

 

More Love to Thee, O Christ

When I think about suffering and persecution, one story always comes to my mind. In 1974, a North Korean newspaper announced that the government had finally wiped out the last known group of Christians in the country. For nearly two decades, about 30 brave believers had lived underground. They hid by day and scavenged for food at night.

One day, as the government was constructing a new road for Kim Il Sung’s visit, workers discovered the Christians’ hiding place. The believers were dragged out and forced to lie down on the road. A steamroller was brought in. To maximize the pain, it began crushing them from their feet up.

As the Christians lay there, waiting for death, one of them began to sing. And soon, the others joined in
[2]:

“More love to Thee, O Christ, more love to Thee!
Hear Thou the prayer I make on bended knee…

Once earthly joy I craved, sought peace and rest;
Now Thee alone I seek, give what is best;

This is my earnest plea: More love, O Christ, to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!”


When we pray, things may or may not get better outwardly. But when we pray, God always promises to strengthen us, help us, and sustain us—by the power of the Holy Spirit and by the name of Jesus.

Through whatever trial we may face today, may we draw even closer to Jesus—our Savior and our Companion.

Let us keep asking: More love to Thee, O Christ. More love to Thee. Amen.



[1] John Stott, The Radical Disciple (p. 74). InterVarsity Press. Kindle Edition.

[2] North Korea: Good News Reaches the Hermit Kingdom (Living Sacrifice Book Company, 2008), 45-46.